August 30, 2013 § 3 Comments

She feels hollow and empty

at places she didn’t know

existed inside of her.

The wound on her soul

is itchy and won’t let her be.

Her mind is full of questions

he would never answer.

Doubts, that appear out of

nowhere like the clouds

she saw lying down under

the naked skies with him.

Moonless nights haunt

her reality as she misses him.

She knows that she’s lost

an irreplaceable part of

her self to him.

That Night.

August 28, 2013 § 11 Comments

I tried to gauge you.
Your words, your
gestures, your acts.
But i only got the shell,
the fancy shell you live in.

I couldn’t get any deeper
than the surface.
The outside
The wall
The pretenses.

Until that moment the
other night when your
silence told me that you are
scared to lose me
I never loved you more
and never would love
you less in the future.

In that moment, i
understood you for always.


August 24, 2013 § Leave a comment

जब काँपती हुई उंगलियों से

तुमने मेरा हाथ थामा था

और मुस्कुरा के आँखों से

मुझे अपनी रूह की और पुकारा था,

मेरी धडकनों ने धड़कना बंद कर दिया

और मैने पल भर में सदियों के सपने देख लिए

बिना सोचे बिना जाने ही

मन ही मन हमारी दास्तान-ऐ-इश्क़ लिख डाली,

तुम चले जाओगे, जानती थी मैं

फिर भी मैं पगली, मैं दीवानी

तुम्हें अपने हाथों की लकीरों में बसाकर

रात भर दरवाज़े पर दस्तक की आस में सोइ नहीं|

Help me, maybe?

August 18, 2013 § 13 Comments

A mountain to climb
The muscles to do it
Undefeatable will power
The urge to get to the top
But i lost my map
And i cant find it
Will you help me find my way?


August 12, 2013 § 21 Comments

Working through my irrationalities
examining them to see if I’m worth it
as he ponders over my words and failures.

I put away my historic details
do not let them cluster inside me
clear my head, my heart.

So that I can make room for you
Your newness, your thoughts
so that you turn the key of my
self-created prison and set me free.

Where Am I?

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